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Wednesday, December 26, 2012× When I was on the way to meet Linda, together with Wendy and she told me "Wa, we going back school next week already, so fast!" then i realised oh! this weekend marks the end of this year and we are welcoming 2013?!?! kinda fast though, its like i haven't really feel the year-end-holidays feels but we are gonna go back school next week! nevertheless, school is still the best place to be ;x Anyway, i spent my xmas eve with buddies!! suppose to have another hella of night @ TL house together with the rest of buddies, but apparently its all screwed up :( really miss the party we had @ swissotel last year!!!!! Had our xmas eve dinner @ king louis! and the platters is awesomezzz! we all aim for our favourite food, muahahaha! then we had gifts exchange!!! i bought alcohol chocolates and a big bar of hersheys cookies and cream! awesome right? and its kind of last minute thing! LOL XD i think fate is pretty good to me this year, because i got BFF's present again!!! just like how i am Leron's secret santa!!! but i exchanged with WX because BFF feel that it will suit him more and she's right! cause BFF bought a box full of snacks and its not ordinary snacks, but KOREAN SNACKS!!! and i got Jason's present, which is a towel from smiggle! I like it though ^^ kinda fun and exciting though, super excited who's gotten who's present! and we actually witness a guy proposing to a girl during the dinner! i've never seen it in front of my eyes before and its pretty touching though the proposal kind of simple hahaha not those very exaggerating one! ;x  & i can't believe i rejected 2 drinking offers on that night as well LOL Wilson asked me to go NANA for a drink with the rest and LB asked me as well, to join him for a drink @ sentosa!!! i dont know whats wrong with me that night but i just turn them down and decided to head home HAHAHAHA i know right, its either im not me or i changed!! NO LA. i cant say that i got no feel to drink but rather that night i just feel like heading home, curl up in my bed and stick together with my lappy XD Boxing Day! Which is yesterday! spend my night with girlfs! ^^ we didnt do gifts exchange this time! we decided to have a simple dinner together! and we also finally gotten and passed the present to JH!!! her birthday was like on last month but we didnt have the chance to go out till today! dine @ strictly pancakes! finally got the chance to try and its good but never, never eat it by yourself so glad that we decided to share 2 main course because im so sick of the pancakes LOL went bugis and had j.co yogurt for dessert!     The moment i wake up and open my eyes, the first problem i had in my mind was 'my future' even now, when girlfs gather and talk, or even with friends, we always question ourselves what we going to do in the future? a lot of people are starting to plan and knowing where to go after they graduate but for me, i dont even know. few months ago, i really ponder and think hard what to do for my future. i cant possibly stay @ twister to help them out, i cant possibly study all the way till im 30s ? but i promised myself i will do a job that i really like. a job that i really will enjoy again, there are sacrifices you got to made if you want a job you like, example pay not as high as others ? its really difficult to find a balance between these 2. and not to forget happiness ? This is really bothering me ever since i entered year 3. and i think it will continue to bother me till i graduate, or even till i know what i want to do. frustrating, and i hate this phase. can i just don't grow up? =/ X  |
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