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Monday, July 15, 2013× EH HAAAAAAAAY So successfully survived a week of work, I've been so tired because of the amount of work I have to do @ the centre Though sometimes it's kind of relax and I can just do my stuffs but there are times I find myself aching all over x_x Not sure to love or hate Fridays now, love because I got to work longer hours = more money!! And I get to stare into blank @ the swimming complex while the kids are learning to swim hahaha but the bad thing is that the distance to and fro is seriously killing me, I hope I did kill some fats LOL And as usual, the same problem bugs me everyday without fail Looking at people with a more stable/successful/potential/higher pay job makes me realise if I'm really going the right way? There's always 2 sides to everything, and I don't know which side am I on now. Going slowly but steady is a good thing but seriously, I really don't know how far can I go with it Especially my siblings are urging me to get a better job because they know I can. It felt as if I'm standing @ the cross road, not knowing where to go for now. Sometimes I wish someone could just plan everything for me and I will follow to it, rather than having this problem bugging me everyday and night. Or maybe I should go back to being a student. At least I can avoid the horror of 'being a adult, working in the real world' for at least one or two years. I don't even wanna ask people for advice because certainly everyone have their own views and no matter how many suggestions or advices I listen to, I can never make up my mind. Oh well, may this week be a good one then! One more week to go before my final test, I really need to find time to study and revise, I don't wanna fail the test, it's gonna be so embarrassing x_x Bbyong,  |
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