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Wednesday, July 25, 2012× Was travelling that day when my mind replay scenes of the past, from the period when im struggling for N and O level papers, to being a temporary working adult, out to the society to work and earn my keep, and to the period whereby we all became matured, getting into poly, making new friends, stepping into new circle, and where responsibility and burden getting heavier on my back. I realised in every phase of our life, there is someone, or people that are by your side, helping you and being with you to get through various struggle and obstacle. Some may have left when you are out from the dark pit, some may have gone and left you. For whatever circumstances, situations or reasons they have. As much as we don't want to deny it, we may have that lil bit of thankfulness and gratefulness for the people who help you out, when you are at loss, when they actually guide you through. I do have people who actually stay with me, help me, guide me through, and they have left. Not because i want them to, but well, the ending just end up like this. And when you think back, for the things they done, the things you guys been through, the bond, the relationship you have with them. Is just too precious that you can't possibly forget. You may threw it back in your head and don't even want to think about it. But sometimes, little things may just spark off everything and there, the past is being rewind in your head. I think different people have different characteristics and traits. To me, sometimes i feel so pity and ashame when i failed to keep in contact with people that left me. I like to think back, i like to live back in the past where there are only happy moments not trying to avoid the reality, but sometimes past is a good place to visit. I do question myself why things will end up the way i dont want to. I do ask myself why they left and all. but no answers are being found at the end because things just go the way they want and you can only go with the flow. sometimes we can't rely on one person to do all the job, as the saying goes, it takes 2 hand to clap, it takes 2 to tango. Or you may think at the positive way, if its not for them, you wouldnt end up being so awesome today. if its not for them, you will forever be in a dark pit and you may not have such good memories that forever etched in your heart. Whatever it is, people do come and go in your life, they may appear and stay with you, they may appear but leave you at the end its the mutual effort and willingness that decides this. Again another thing to ponder about ? Xx Labels: Life - I |
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