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SEOULxSOUL •xiaosi / junsi •kavenyou.com |
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Wednesday, March 14, 2012× The first thing i never, ever wanted to experience and see, is to see people leaving this world, especially when we are still enjoying our teen years. and i never thought that the next time i would see my secondary school mates gather together, will be one of our classmate funeral. as reported on the news and all, a teen passed away while playing soccer. i never thought that it will be my secondary school classmate. shocked as i am, i really dont know what to feel or say for the past few days especially when im reading tweets and posts about him Attended his burial ceremony together with the rest on Monday noon. a lot of people came. his brothers, his soccer friends, his good friends. and of course his relatives, family and girlfriend. i really cant imagine how they are feeling. they are still crying, still tearing even @ the very end. i guess its really hard to understand one's feeling when they are losing their loved ones. i can't say him, being my good friend but at least, he's my classmate for 3 years. we didnt really keep in contact after we graduated together. the last time i heard from him was a year ago when he called me, together with another good friend because they were working and we just catch up and update each other how we are doing i never thought the next time i would met him, is his funeral. It didnt really hit me that hard when i saw his body. it didnt really hit me that hard when everyone gathered around and pray for him and look at him for the last time. the breaking point came is when his aunt came up to us and said "Thank you for coming down, thank you for seeing him for the last time. Really, on behalf of Muhd Khairil. Thank you" thats when i cried so hard because i then realised he's really gone for good. as much as we are sad and heart broken, i can imagine his family and relative being as sad as we are. i look at them, expressionless, swollen eyes. All of us left with heavy feelings. though we didnt went to his house to see him, at least we did send him off, and look at him for the one last time. Rest in Peace my friend, you will be missed. ♥ |
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