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SEOULxSOUL •xiaosi / junsi •kavenyou.com |
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Friday, February 3, 2012× Just a few days more, This week is a totally fucked up week, i don't even have the time to update here anyway glad that it's friday already, 3 more days and im officially done with sem 2 yes, finally i survived. lolol Anyway as summarized: skipped 3 days of school, missed 2 important talks im beginning to panic for final test because i missed so many lessons and i dont even know what the fuck they are doing for some of the modules moreover, its not that i WANT to skip, urgh whatever it is sometimes going school late is not a good thing, like really. Received a news that i dont know should i happy or sad, received call from RWS for intern yes i know, i spoke to many of my friends and their eyes are popping out, screaming 'oh my godddddd you are sooooo lucky!!' yehhh, the lucky part is that its in RWS but i hate the fact that its so far from my house, not to mention the working hours are freaking long i dont really mind but i dont wanna rush for last train everyday fine, actually i dont really know what i want. if i really get in for the interview then cool, but if i never get in, im beginning to worry where am i heading to for intern x_x nuff said, lets just leave it to fate! Went for marketing presentation yesterday, all i can say is.. goddamn it, fuck this shit.  I thought im lucky enough because other classes panels are very strict and their shooting skills are superbthey can bomb you questions that left you speechless, and luckily? my panels are friendly and one of them is my faci, so i thought it should be okay and the questions they asked will not be that difficult but to my surprise, we made a lot of mistakes and justifications are not enough to support what we are trying to say i get all choked up and couldnt even talk properly when im defending for my team, my tears just flow out even though i tried hard to suppress it down im not trying to shed any crocodile tears or trying to win sympathy from them scared? no. disappointed? i am. not because i am weak and i cant take critical comments its because i put in a lot of effort in the report, i did almost 80% of the report, i rushed through the weekend and make sure its up to my own expectations, i guess sometimes by making effort is just not enough Anyway its all over, i know i shouldnt brood over it. on a happier note, super appreciate the help from my friends and classmates all of them helped me with the report, gave me tips and all. just by a simple cheer or good luck just makes me feel so glad that im not fighting this alone thanks guys, really :) Till then,  |
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