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SEOULxSOUL •xiaosi / junsi •kavenyou.com |
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Wednesday, February 8, 2012× I don know how to start this, a lot of things are in my mind now Wanted to blog it down before i forget but im too busy to even log into here till now. I wonder a lot of this week, with the issues of people, friends and well, things that i cant use words to explain For example, i wonder why people try so hard to impress the public or their friends Isnt being yourself is more comfortable than constantly showing out what you good at, everytime ? Then again, the opposition in me starts to debate that probably, this is the nature of humans ? Naturally we want to be good at something, or show people we are good at something that others dont Or maybe because we only want to show people the strong side of us And not the contrary side. I've seen a lot of people trying hard to impress the others that sometimes they are not themselves anymore Likewise for myself, i dont like it when i show my weaknesses out Probably it signifies that i lost. I do want to impress people as well. But there's limitations that an human being can do And i often failed because.. There's nothing i'm really proud of Uhmmm. Like a lost boat in the sea Thats where probably i am now. I don know where i am heading to, especially when i know im getting off my comfort zone soon, Which is the school. Or maybe, im like that because im getting older, Time for some big stuffs and future plannings We cant always rely on our parents, like how we do, as a kid Growing old is scary I don know why. But all that is in my mind for the future are, 'I don know, and a lot of 'i don know.' Labels: Life - II |
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