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SEOULxSOUL •xiaosi / junsi •kavenyou.com |
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Thursday, February 23, 2012× Apologies for not updating, 4 tests in a row is seriously a killer, stay up almost every night just to complete my notes & revision and sad to say, despite all the efforts i've done, i really got the strong feeling im gonna fail. well, at least 2 modules. but im really praying hard that i can pass overall, i dont wanna repeat man. So! Last test later @ 2pm and im fucking and officially free from semester 2. or lets phrase to ' i survived sem 2' ! there's a lot of things im gonna/wanna do, but i still don't know what are the things yet hahahaha! Sorry for the emo post previously, i've removed and aved as draft instead because 1. the problem somehow solved already 2. kinda feel weird if the post gonna stay there when i know im okay what i can say is, im fucking lucky. and all thanks to my friends. like really. if its not for their wise words/advice, i dont think im gonna have that chance nuff said, i will reveal when i start my intern for now, im just gonna keep it low because there's still few of my friends who are in the same plight as me and they are still stuck in it. but of course im praying hard and keeping fingers crossed for them i've been through there, i know how it feels & i dont wanna brag all about the chance that i had. there's still nice facis in school, i swear. just like when we are in secondary school, there are still facis in poly who protect us, take care of us, and help us when we are in bad state. i can't thank them enough but yea. and and! friends who went through it with me, really, im so thankful that i still have that bunch of friends who stay by my side and support me, trying to make me happy when im in all tears and emo state. i didnt expect classmates would help me. because im really in bad state and depression mode that i dont wanna even talk to anyone, i didnt even reply their whatsapp and messages and tweets because im really at lost. but the first thing they do when they meet me was giving me solutions and providing me all sorts of companies/people that they know to help me they even said 'dont worry, i will help you to find' and gave me a lot of hope. Im feeling much more better now. the problem is solved and now i just got to wait for my intern to start. Till then,  ^~^ |
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